how could you leave me like this?
you made me so happy when we met, i vowed i would always be by your side - through the good times and especially through the bad...we made a great team...or so i thought...you were amazing when i was pregnant and you've been there in the years and months after...so what happened?
suddenly, you've become flat and shallow... i feel empty...you won't support me at my most difficult time when i need you most...you've let me down...i'm tossing and turning in bed because i can't sleep without you!!!
Nathan used to jump into bed in the mornings just to snuggle up to you...you brought him such comfort when he was born and you were there when he started to roll, then crawl and you even helped him to hold his bottle to fee himself (of course, i had to show you how to do it, but you were great at it!)! now the poor kid is totally confused as to why you're not there for him anymore...how could you abandon us like this?
was it something i did? if it was, please tell me how i can fix it and make things better between us!!!
my darling Theraline pillow...the bed's too big without you