Im not sleeping and the stress is getting so immense that i feel like im losing the plot.
The build up to Ryan's op is really starting to take it out of me. Im taking it out on everyone, especially dp as he is so laid back that if he cold float he would float away ( i wish !)
Im trying to sort out clothing as everything has to be cut all the way down the left leg then stuck back with Velcro, including pants, pj's, school trousers shorts etc Then ive got to sort out who is having the other kids - which inturn varies on who is visiting when
im staying with ryan while he is in so need to sort my stuff out too... OMG the list goes on
On top of this trying to organise school ( who slowly are coming round to him going back), physio, OT's , equipment for the house etc
Why is it always the mum who has to juggle everything ?