Thought I would just keep the updates in this bit, to save putting it elsewhere.
Well, I am now back home and although it feels great, it's not the same without Hollie but that feeling will soon go when she is back.
I'm fine - still a little sore, but taking it easy. I was home for about 2 hours when Stuart took the boys in to see her. When they came back, Charlie and Joshua had the biggest smiles ever as they are now beginning to feel like big brothers! Then Stuart said he had some news for me. I was really expecting to hear the worst.... But it was good news. He told me that she is now on 50% oxygen as she is attempting to breathe on her own
The tubes will be changed tomorrow to smaller ones, so it will be a lot easier when I see her tomorrow.
I had also just come back home, when one of my friends came round. I'd not seen her for a while and she'd heard about Hollie so came round to see how we were doing. It was good to catch up as it took my mind off things for a bit. She's also expecting her first in 4 weeks, which I had no idea about. I'm really pleased for her, as she's been trying for a few years.
It's great to be home and in my own bed. I am now counting down the weeks until Hollie is back home...